My 2nd letter to TP referring NM providence (June 2004)

http://www.tparents.org/Library/Unification/Talks/Schawaller/Schawaller-041222.htm

Dear NM families,
Hi! I sent a letter to True Parents concerning National Messiah ship,
which I want to share with you too.

Warm regards,
Wolfgang Schawaller

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Dear Dr. Peter Kim,

How are you?I hope you are doing fine.
I hope you still remember me.4 and half year ago, I wrote to TP's via through you re NM's ship.
Today I wrote another letter again to TP's concerning NationalMessiah ship.
I would be very grateful to you if you could pass on this letter toour beloved TPs.

Thank you very much!

IMON
Wolfgang Schawaller

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Here is my letter to TP's:
Vienna, 6 June 2004

Dear beloved Father and Mother,

I hope and pray that my letter to you both will reach you in goodhealth.True Parents and today's providence are always in my prayersI know you are both very busy, but I hope my concern in writing to you about the National Messiah Providence will not bother you too much.4 and half year ago I wrote a letter to you through Dr. Peter Kim, and explained in general about the National Messiah Providence. I wrote about the unity problem we 4 types of NM's were facing that time.

I'm a (German) Cain National Messiah for the Philippines, and I went to my mission country so far 6 times for a substantial time.Before that I was a 21-year foreign missionary. That period of time my official mission countries were Hong-Kong, Thailand, India, Afghanistan (during the Russian military invasion in 1980), North Yemen, Cyprusand Greece.

In October of 1992, you called all foreign missionaries to Kodiak in Alaska for a fishing workshop, and at that time you asked all foreign missionaries to go to the CIS.In December the same year I went to Russia and spent God's Daycelebration in Moscow.
Many foreign missionary and I went to Russia and we worked with Dr. Seuk together.It was a great time and at the same time, as well a time of suffering in terms of the very poor infrastructures in the whole CIS.I learned to love and serve the Russian people, who were once the enemy of God, because the Soviet leadership denied the existence of God. I was in Russia with my wife and 3 children, and I worked there 4 years.Purchasing food that time was often very difficult.
There were times we didn't find milk for our baby etc.

In January of 1996 you called all foreign missionary to New York for the God's Day celebration, and little later you awarded all 21-year foreign missionary with a plaque and a wristwatch. I was one of them.We also could take an individual picture with you both.Thank you for the great blessing we could receive from Heaven and you both.

I still thank our heavenly Father and you both for all your care,during these 21 years as foreign missionary.When I was in India I faced serious illness, and in Afghanistan Ifaced the situation perhaps being shoot dead by soviet soldiers or Afghan resistance fighter.Noting happened because I felt the love and care of heavenly Father and True Parent's.

National Messiah Providence started in 1996 in Chung Pyung with the first Korean National Messiah workshop.In June you called again all foreign missionary to attend Chung Pyung workshop for 40 days. My wife and I attended together.We all repented a lot and sheet many tears during the workshop with Heung Jin Nim and Dae Mo Nim. At the end of the 40-day, I picked up the National Messiah ship for the Philippines.

After I returned to Russia to prepared for the new mission in thePhilippines. On the way to Germany, in Poland by a mini bus my wife with the 3 small children got hurt in a serious car accident. One passengergot immediately killed. The driver got very serious injuredOur youngest daughter Eleonora (4 years) got seriously injured too, and fell in coma.Doctors in the hospital told me she may not recover anymore, andmight not survive at all.I saw my 4-year-old daughter on life saving instruments. I felt so much pain I might loose her. I had to cry.I know you did not cry when you beloved son Heung Jin Nim got killed in a car crash.
But I did cry, True Father. I'm sorry!I contacted Dae Mo Nim in Korea and explained what had happen. After 3 days our daughter Eleonora woke up. All doctors in thehospital said this was a miracle that my daughter survived. Later on I found out Dae Mo Nim had sent good angels to help my daughter to survive.When I asked my daughter what she had experienced in her coma she said:
"I have seen strong lights all the time".I believe angel must have performed surgery on her inside injuredorgans.
(Just as I wrote this about my family accident I had to cry again)

I heard also that one National Messiah's families son died, and theother NM's daughter died after they became NM's.Because of the accident, my family and I had to remain in my native country.As I came back from Russia, my family was in hospital; we had no home and no money.

From 1996 till the end of June of 2001 I tried very hard to move to the Philippines, and my un-successfulness was due to financial reasons ONLY.
Today we write the year 2004, in the month of June.8 years had passed since this National Messiah ship started which you initiated.All Adam, Eve, Adam and Abel National Messiah started veryenthusiastically despite great disharmony among all of us National Messiah's.I guess you must have heard many reports about our struggles.

In April of 2000 you called all Korean National Messiah's back toKorea for Korea's unification process.Later on all Japanese National Messiah's were asked to move to Leda, Pantanal in S.America. Since then only Abel and Cain National Messiah's are out in their mission field.

In the first 3 years many National Messiah's went to their assigned country.But as time is passing, many of the Abel and Cain National Messiah's had to pack up again, and went home to their native country, because out of financial reasons ONLY.Many Korean and Japanese National Messiahs faced the same problem with money, and went back home.

We do have a National Messiah Forum in which mostly Abel /Cain (125) NM's are present.I started to count that perhaps 35 to 40 nations National Messiah's families are present in their nations. I feel very sorry and sad about the low presence of NM's. I appreciate all those who are in their mission country. I feel sorry while our passion for National Messiah ship had de-creased over these last years.
When I was foreign missionary we had the World Mission Departmentwith its head Rev. Chung Hwan Kwak, who guided us foreign missionary all these years on. This helped a great deal, thanks to Rev Kwak and his staff in WMD.I also see that the Peace Ambassador providence is well organizedUnfortunately, today we National Messiah's don't know were to go and get practical guidance to continue. I don't see any coordination at all in making this NM providence a success for Heaven and True Parents. And this is the very reason why I'm writing today to you.

Dear True Parents, I hope you are not too upset about my letter of concern.Lately, our NM's discussion on the list expresses our sincere concern about NM's providence, whether or not there is one.I think ALL National Messiah's will be grateful if you can speak out about this issue. Thank you!!It would really help all NM's if you could give clarification on this important issue.

In June 2001, during the True Day of All Things celebration (I was there too) you scolded all National Messiah's present in East Garden, why we didn't met the head of states in our mission country, in order for you to meet them today.I felt very sad, because I knew there are too many nations wherethere is no National Messiah present anymore. I was wondering if you knew this, and if you get reports about the National Messiah's situations?

Dear beloved Father and Mother, please guide us so we can have hope again that perhaps one day we can make it to our assigned mission country, save her people, so that one day our Heavenly Father can become the King of Kings in each nation.
When I returned home, I took then a job with an American- JewishHumanitarian Organisation, www.hias.org in Vienna/Austria, which helps persecuted minorities in Iran to immigrate for the United States. Its head quarter is in New York.I do this job now for 3 years.
Very often in my heart I'm crying out why I'm not back again on the frontline.

When the Iraq war started I wrote 5 open letters to U.S PresidentBush in the white House.In my 3rd letter I introduced you and your idea to have anestablishment of an inter-religious council in the United Nations. This open letter I sent as well to UN General Secretary Kofi Anan.

I sent also out copies of my 5 open letters to 600 important email addresses around the world. This included ALL political parties in the US; to 70 US Senators and the same number of US Congressman and Congresswoman; to the presidential prayerteam.org; to US soldiers on websites;American/German clubs and associations in the U.S. and in Germany; to all German political parties; PM Toni Blair in England, PM John Howard in Australia. It included many newspapers in the US and international new papers. To all U.S. and British Embassies around the world, Germany, and finally to the US Embassy in Vienna.

From the public affair section at the US Embassy in Vienna, theofficer-in-charge responded with each mail I wrote to Pres Bush very positively. He wrote each time to me, that he forwarded my mail to the U.S. state department.The officer-in-charge from the US Embassy knows very well I'm afollower of Rev. Moon.

All 5 open letters were published on several websites.I wanted to witness on the Internet and let VIP's know that you have the solution to the religious conflict the world is facing.

When I joined the UC movement in Germany in 1974, I immediatelyvolunteered to become a foreign missionary. I was only 6 monthspiritual young. I'm still alive. I still want to do something great for Heaven and you – True ParentsTo conclude my letter to you: I love you very much and I want to help you to bring this world back to our Heavenly Father.

I hope I did not bother you too much with my deep concern I stillhave for the National Messiah Providence.We know that we assigned NM's aren't yet NM in the truest sense, but we are on the way to become one. This is our promise to you!

Thank you very much for listening!
In deep gratitude!

IMON
Wolfgang Schawaller